No one ever comes on here anymore.
We all fell apart tremendously.
I remember, back when we thought things were only getting worse, they were actually really good.
We were just to blind to see.
I remember when we would sneak on during science class, just to talk to our Canadian friends.
Sometimes, I wish that time was back.
I really do.
But then, the cutting and suicidal thoughts were controlling us back then...
We all fell apart once our lives got better.
Which was the exact thing we promised each other wouldn't happen.
Haha, I still remember the day Brittani first opened up the site.
Back when it only had 5 or 6 members.
The secrets that were shared here haunt the site like a loved one we once held so dear, but slowly faded from our memories.
I remember the day I was able to get on the computer, after getting out of the hospital....
Everyone was so worried.
I remember Brittani telling everyone she had taken pills...
I remember mine and Brittani's first huge fight...
The things we said to each other were unreal...
I remember when our Canadian friends first came on here.
And I also remember how everyone seemed so perfect for each other,
Ben with me.
Jul with Brittani.
And Dave with Taylor.
Funny how things just keep going downhill isn't it?
But now that our lives are finnally looking up, do we have the time for the old things we used to do?
I miss all my old friends.
I want them back.
I miss the all night talks everyone used to have with each other on here.
I miss the arguments people would get into.
I miss alot these days.
But most of all, I miss being around people who can make me happy.
I have alot of new friends now.
But none of them compare to the ones that stuck with me through my 7th grade year.
So let's start talking again, not just 3 or 4 of us, but everyone!
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