The Thoughts Of A Girl About To Blow Her Brains Out.

If You Look At My Face
You Will See That Im Happy
But Loook In My Eyes
Youll See This Is A Lie
I Want To Be Happy
I Want To Be Free
I Wonder How She
Can Be So Carefree
I Sit Here And Cry
For What I Hide
Im Supposed To Be Perfect
But Only On The Surface
On The Inside Im Screaming
My Whole World Is Leaning.
I Have No Shouder To Cry On.
I Have No Last Words To Die On
I Wish For A World
Where I Can Just Be A Girl
With No Lies And No Flaws
But No Everyday I Crawl.
I Want To Be Better
To Get Rid Of This Illness
So Somebody Please
Prescribe Me The Pills
And Watch Me As I Take More
Pretty Soon Im Up To Twenty Four
Then I Hit The Floor
MY Cold Corpse
You Just Laugh
And Said Its For The Best
That I Died
And That Im No Longer Here
But Who Cares?
No One cares
Im Just A *Fucked* Up Emo Kid Anyways
But This Time I Wont Be Back
In A Couple Of Days.

I care Mer!

im sure you do britt.
but sometimes....it seems like you dont.

How?

i dont know.
i told you i was weird.
sometimes....when i get to stressed....it feels like no one is there...
and then sometimes it feels like so many people are there for me i just want to push you alll away.

Oh, yea, I know that feeling.

lol.
ya it sux.

very!
i think the smothering of people is worse tho for some reason!

i do too.

preppy pic!
if you ever see me like that in person just run away!

lmao nooo i would slap you!
...then run away....

????

lol dont ask dave

haha ya dont ask

strangely i love that pic!

maybe cause your on it lol, though i liked the first pic you showed me

like that one better?

nope i was talking about that one where you made a rock sign with your hands

wait im gonna put it as my avatar youll see which one

lol saved my pic!? stalker much?

lol no

well then why did you save a pic of me?

cause i saved it.....

ju isnt a stalker ihe told me why(dont ask )

britt its obvious why he saved it.
he isnt a stalker.
he is obssessed.
duh.

lol true

haha VERY true!

haha i got a signature ^.^
seeee read it

nice signature

1 IN 3! IN MY CASE I KNOW 3 OF 3!

haha thanks dave^.^
and britt i know you do.
thats for the people that dont know about it though.