And you wondered why

A deep thought furrowing across her mind
a ceartain place of all on time, she wants to cry to feel for a day,
instead of taking it in every way, a hope of tears crossing her in her dreams, hoping for somone to sew up her seams, she's broken to peices, shes torn in half, as she closes her eyes all her feelings surpass, a friend of any is how she convied, yet every morning shaking alayed, sitting up at midnight, wondering how she could end up this deep, leaving her tears unshown to seap, and energy lightly burning in her soul, something she cant ever picture to be controled, holding her head high....keeping herself strong, yet still smiling fakely, holding up that mask...people may see her but seem to not grasp, the feeling so deep to be wanted in time, to be put to the test of her friendship in mind...yet the see her standing not saying a word, leaving her there in a broken down world...a time and a place she's unable to tell...if only fixed by just a spell,they show no sympathy...no encouragement of her shy, yet you ignorant people still sit there and wonder why